Well, I seem to be progressing through all the stages of grief. I've now reached the point where I just feel thankful that I had those few short weeks with Baby B. What if I hadn't even realized I was pregnant? What if Baby B hadn't even made it to 8 weeks? Truth is, I… Continue reading Thankful for the time
I feel like people are afraid to talk to me or engage socially with me since the miscarriage. Now I've become the person that you see and instead of saying hello like you used to, you hope I didn't see you so you don't have to say anything about what happened. Because it's so much… Continue reading Disappointment
As I felt our baby leaving me, leaving us, I wanted to pause time. I wanted it to wait. Just hold on a minute. Don't leave. We don't even know who you are! Are you a girl or a boy? Who do you look like the most? Why are you going away? What have we… Continue reading Wait, who are you?
Week 5 I found out that I was pregnant mid-morning on Friday, February 10th 2017. My husband was flying that day, and so I decided to wait and give him the news in person instead of by text message. I waited patiently all day long, unable to focus on anything else, until nearly 6pm. By… Continue reading My pregnancy & miscarriage story